Friday, October 30, 2009

"That thing owes me a pair of shoes." // Kumoripaws - Giveaway

Guess from who this quote is? Yes you're right! Pam from True Blood /Southern Vampire Mysteries. I love her ironic/sarcastic shameless!
I have to admit the my Southern Vampire Mysteries - fever got me back. Since I watched True Blood season 1 and 2 I really love to read the books again. I think the books are better than the TV Show but still it has something amusing. Especially I like Eric in the TV Show. *sexy a-hole* So I googled a while and found a few really cool things on Here some of my favorites:

Who wouldn't like to kiss a sad Eric to console him?

If I would have a mother -in-law like that, I would be really scared and I would never stay alone in a room with her...No wonder that Bill is looking like that.

Jason as the new RAMBO!!! Go for it!

Every man for himself!

Sooooooo...but of course that's not all for today... NOOOOOOOOOO!
I'm proud to announce ...
You can win one selfmade canvas from me with selfmade bracelet and ring.

Opened to everyone, worldwide!
To enter you have to answer following question(s):
Would you like to be a vampire? If yes why?

For more entries:

  1. Become a follower of my blog (2 entries)
  2. Add me on twitter and tweet about this contest (with prouf) (3 Entries)
  3. Mention this giveaway in your blog + prouf (5 entries)
  4. Grab my button and put it on your site/blog (prouf) (4 entries)

Easy :) Don't forget to leave your e-mail address so I can contect you in case of winning.
Contest will end November 14th

Hope many people will enter!

see you

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

The back-on-ebay-back-on-etsy-joining-BrisStyle-Blogtoberfest Giveaway

Want to win a parcel with some kimono fabric, a kanzashi brooch, a large kimono fabric resin pendant, a small matryoshka pendant and more? Than check out Kimono Reincarnate's blog and find out how you can win this amazing prize!

Wisteria Garden Giveaway

Would you love to win this amazing broche from Wisteria Garden? Than check out her blog to find out how to win it! Giveaway contest ends November 1st

Monday, October 26, 2009

Confused Fear

Today I went to school again...well I went with my mother to school psychologist. I cried a lot as we spoke about the situation in class and at the end we decided that she'll go into my class and explain them that I'm suffering from depression, social phobia and generalised anxiety disorder. Now, I'm kind of more scared to go into my class. I'm happy that I can stay at home tomorrow. I felt so bad today and it was so difficult to distract me. What are they now thinking of me? How will they react when I come into class again? I really don't know what to think about...
Well what did I do to distract me?
First I wrote an fanmail to my favorit author Charlaine Harris. I wanted to send it letter post but I don't have the money, so I sent a mail. I just hope that I can still get an autograph from her because I'm sure she will never come to Luxembourg for a book-signing.
Second I went through etsy I looked at stuff I wish I would have... So if you want to make me an pleasure or something, now you know what I want lol

This purse looks just so cool and I love purses and vampire and this purse combinates both <3
Etsy Shop

This journal looks so...mysterious and can imagine that everything in it is written with blood and so on...I love that kind of stuff.
Etsy Shop

No comment. Vampire. Mysterious. Beautiful. Etsy Shop

I'm so tired now...Yesterday I nearly didn't sleep...

see u

Sunday, October 25, 2009


I was sick the last two weeks, I had a stomach flew...Tomorrow I'll finally go to school again, but I'm not happy at all about that fact. Now I have to look that I'll get copies from everything I missed. That's not easy at all, because nobody is really speaking with me. Even the people who said they are my friends, don't even reply my sms and I'm so desperated that I sent also one to a kind of ex-friend. No answer at all from both...That's so...depressing! What am I supposed to do now? It seems that nobody is interested in me at all. Nobody wrote me to ask what I have or when I'm going to come back. I'm glad that next week are holidays, so I don't have to see them all. All these people, who give me the feeling to be some kind of a tumor. That they are bored of me and wished I was gone. My heart feels so heavy when I'm thinking about it and I want to cry. But I can't because I don't want that my parents are worried, that I could try to kill myself again. Well...honestly I thought already very often to try it again...

Yesterday I got my new's so unusual, but I kind of like it. And I finally see better!

Today I draw already two canvas and made a new True Blood design for cafepress. I still didn't sell anything which is a bit frustrating but well, I can't change anything about it. I just hope there are some people out there who are interested in my boring life and will read my blog. It feels good to write everything down what's going on in my head and I would feel even better when I would know that there are people out there who are really interested in it.
Oh by the way, I'm thinking to sell my canvas and selfmade bookmarks on etsy...but my father doesn't understand why I want to do this. I don't really know either why I want to sell stuff. Maybe I want to show myself, that I'm talented in doing something.
But do I have a chance with selling canvas?

I'm currently also into giveaway contests (but I never have luck), so if you know some interesting international giveaway contests just let me know =)

byebye now